Blonde Apologist

In this episode, Jasmin Rappleye and I dive into the purpose and meaning behind the temple endowment and initiatory. We discuss why God uses symbolism, what ancient ritual teaches us about temple worship, the covenants we make, and why spiritual preparation matters before entering the temple. Whether you’re preparing to go for the first time or simply wanting a deeper understanding of temple worship, this conversation is meant to bring more context, clarity, and appreciation to something deeply sacred.

Resources for preparation:

https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/temples/what-is-temple-endowment?lang=eng

https://youtu.be/XBRMxYiwx_g?si=74nekokxNXt9CLBE

https://youtu.be/0tkK7pOLn5c?si=Q3vmFR5vkK0aURpt

What does it look like to grow, dream, and build a beautiful life with God… without getting trapped in toxic perfectionism?
This week, I’m joined by Lizzy Jensen for an honest conversation about personal growth, goal setting, and learning how to catch God’s vision for your life. We talk about aligning your ambitions with Christ, creating systems that actually help you grow, and why the gospel of Jesus Christ doesn’t hold women back but it equips us to become! If you’ve been craving more purpose, more direction, or more confidence in the season you’re in, this episode will leave you feeling inspired to grow with God.

In today’s episode, I sit down with Jenet Erickson, BYU professor and researcher whose work on family, motherhood, and child wellbeing has been featured in The New York Times, The Wall Street Journal, and The Today Show, to have a deeper conversation about the doctrine, culture, and research surrounding gender roles.

Is there room for the career-driven woman in the gospel?
What does “presiding” actually mean?
Are men and women truly equal in the Church?
And why do prophetic messages surrounding men and women sometimes sound different across generations?
Truly, this became one of my favorite episodes I’ve ever recorded. No matter your gender, season of life, or circumstance, I promise this conversation will leave you thinking more deeply about your divine role and identity.

This week’s episode is a raw and honest conversation about believing in the gospel while struggling to live it. My friend shares her journey through pain, depression, addiction, and a suicide attempt, all while never fully losing her testimony. Her story is a powerful reminder that God does not walk away from us, even when we feel far from Him.
We also talk about the pressure to be the “perfect” member and what it looks like to keep showing up spiritually when you do not feel worthy. If you have ever wondered, “If I can’t do it perfectly, do I even belong?” this episode is for you.

When a spouse leaves the Church, it can feel like everything in your marriage shifts overnight. In this episode, I sit down with Iuri Melo, a licensed therapist with over 20 years of experience, to talk about what this actually looks and feels like for both people; the believing spouse and the one stepping away. We get into the emotions, the mistakes that can create more distance, and what actually helps couples stay connected. We also talk about therapy, what a healthy mixed-faith marriage can look like, and how to navigate raising kids when beliefs differ.