Love, Sex, and Leadership

In this episode, I sit with Blake Zealear and Jack to explore the transformative experience of men’s work and embodied brotherhood. We open up about how connection, vulnerability, and shared experience among men create the foundation for true leadership and self-acceptance. Through honest conversation and lived stories, we reflect on what becomes possible when men learn to slow down, feel deeply, and be witnessed without judgment.Blake shares his journey in the wake of losing his father, and how mentorship and community shaped his healing. His story reveals how grief can become a teacher—guiding us toward integrity, presence, and a steadier sense of self. We talk about the practices that support this path—naming the truth, listening with the body, and cultivating trust over time—so that strength is no longer performance, but rootedness.Jack opens up about rediscovering softness, setting healthy boundaries, and honoring the dance of masculine and feminine within. Together, we unpack common misconceptions about men’s gatherings and highlight what actually happens in these spaces: accountability with compassion, real emotions brought into the light, and the quiet magic that emerges when men allow themselves to be seen. This conversation is a heartfelt invitation to step into your body, open your heart, and reimagine strength as wholeness.[b]Chapters[/b]0:02 - Welcome to Love, Sex and Leadership1:16 - The Big Why in Menswear9:03 - Resistance to Men-Only Spaces13:45 - The Soul Quality in Masculine Softness17:02 - Holding Space for the Alpha and the Feminine20:27 - Building Trust and Vulnerability Among Men28:29 - Embracing the Feminine Within Men

In this episode, I sit down with Charlene Gisele to unpack the deep roots of burnout and how it shapes our bodies, relationships, and emotional well-being. We talk about why burnout is rarely just about workload—it’s often a reflection of old patterns, internalized expectations, and the ways we’ve learned to seek safety and validation. Charlene’s perspective is both compassionate and grounded, reminding us that healing doesn’t require abandoning ambition; it asks us to reorient it with presence and care.Charlene shares her powerful journey from being a high-performing lawyer driven by perfectionism to hitting a wall—and then choosing radical transformation. We explore how childhood experiences can wire us for over-responsibility and people-pleasing, and how hypnotherapy can help us reconnect to repressed emotions, unwind addictive coping behaviors, and build a more resilient inner foundation. The throughline is self-honesty: seeing the patterns that served us once but no longer do, and meeting them with skill instead of shame.We also dig into what a healthier relationship with work, love, and purpose looks like in real life: listening to the body’s signals, setting boundaries without guilt, creating simple restoration rituals, and pursuing big goals from an aligned nervous system. The invitation is to keep your drive—and pair it with awareness, spiritual practice, and a values-led compass. Burnout recovery isn’t about dimming your light; it’s about directing it with balance, intention, and presence.[b]Chapters[/b]0:00 - Introduction with Burnout Expert Charlene Gisele2:30 - Charlene's Personal Connection to Burnout8:41 - From Lawyer to Spiritual Seeker9:43 - Balancing Work and Personal Life13:18 - Structuring Entrepreneurial Work Weeks16:22 - Evolving Work Relationships as an Entrepreneur22:19 - Addressing Work Addiction and Trauma28:16 - Restoring Sensuality Post-Burnout33:50 - Emotional Work and Men's Health40:02 - Natasha's Journey with Pregnancy and Leadership46:11 - Charlene on Financial Support and Resilience

I invited my friend Sigourney Belle to explore the real transformation that happens when we move from maiden to mother—and why it’s a physiological, neurological, and spiritual awakening. Together we name the power of matrescence, the rise of heightened instinct, and the shadow of fear that can surface in pregnancy. Sigourney shares how unexpected challenges late in her pregnancy dismantled old structures, and how she rebuilt her life with deeper trust in her body’s wisdom—ultimately birthing Soma Mystica as a bridge between modern medicine and mystical insight.We go deep into somatic healing: what field intelligence feels like in real time, why co-regulation and therapeutic touch matter, and how practitioners must master state entrainment so their nervous systems become safe, attuned instruments. I share the practices I lean on to anchor presence, while Sigourney offers trauma-informed perspectives that make intuition practical—so we can listen to the body’s signals without getting swept by them.From parenting to education, we explore cultivating a child’s unique genius, unshaming early body education, and making aligned schooling choices—from Steiner to Green School Bali. We talk about raising embodied, sovereign kids who can sense their own boundaries and creativity, and how intuitive leadership at home starts with our capacity to feel, name, and navigate our inner states.Sigourney also opens up about co-parenting, dating after birth, and building a slower, more strategic business that supports motherhood and creativity. This conversation is an invitation to widen what we believe is possible—inside our bodies, our relationships, and the ecosystems we steward—so that healing becomes not just personal, but profoundly relational and generational.[b]Chapters[/b]0:00 - Sigourney Belle's Transition to Motherhood5:44 - Balancing Motherhood and Creativity8:41 - Cultivating Genius in Your Child13:45 - Deciding Your Child's Educational Path21:25 - Teaching Children About Sexuality24:43 - Healthy Conversations on Sexuality26:43 - Healing Trauma with Soma Mystica37:35 - Integrating AI in Energy Medicine40:53 - The Importance of Human Touch45:53 - Navigating Relationships After Motherhood49:30 - Fertility and Planning for More Children52:49 - Future Plans: A Life in Bali57:27 - Sigourney Belle's Upcoming Projects

In this episode, I open up about the art of trusting life, even when the unknown feels overwhelming. I explore how our bodies are living temples and how breath, sound, and presence can reconnect us to the subtle realms of spirit without needing substances. I reflect on moments of inspiration beyond the veil, the reality of duality, and why those micro-moments of choosing faith over fear shape the way we move through the world.I also share a very human season of dismantling—leaving a relationship, a country, and an academy—and how surrender, prayer, and daily self-holding carried me through. We look at the danger of spiritual bypassing and why authentic tantra starts from the ground up: feeling what’s real, integrating it in the body, and only then rising into trust. This is about meeting life honestly and letting wisdom grow from the roots.Along the way, I offer the practices that keep me steady and clear: meditation, emotional release, gratitude, mindset hygiene, and creating spaciousness so spirit can move through. My hope is that you feel invited to remember the grand, organized design we’re part of—and to co-create a life that feels aligned, awake, and deeply human.[b]Chapters[/b]0:00 - Tantric Life Lessons for Awakening the Soul2:00 - The Sweetness of Letting Go of Resistance9:21 - Creating Spaciousness for Trust and Surrender

In this episode, I invited Britton and Carolee Beckham to share how they moved from six-generation Mormon conditioning to a sovereign, heart-led union. Their story begins with a psilocybin journey that shifted how they saw their church, opening a path through grief into clarity and personal truth. We also sit with the courageous healing that followed repeated infidelity—how they chose to face the pain, tell the truth, and keep listening to love.Together, we unpack what sovereignty really means in partnership, why consent is a living practice, and the difference between hierarchy and healthy power in sacred sexuality spaces. The Beckhams explain their commitment to emotional monogamy while allowing playful social containers, and how deep shadow work, embodiment, and honest agreements helped them rebuild safety, desire, and trust from the inside out.We also explore parenting four kids without shame—normalizing bodies, teaching consent early, and fostering open, curious dialogue at home. Now guiding others through Ritual Shadow Work with astrology and lunar cycles, Britton and Carolee offer a grounded blueprint for choosing love, freedom, and integrity—within yourself and in union. [b]Chapters[/b]0:00 - Introduction to Our Guests from Colorado2:30 - Realizing the Desire for a Different Path8:34 - Navigating the Exit from Mormonism13:47 - Historical Context of Polygamy in Mormonism18:17 - Sacred Sexuality and Emotional Intelligence24:35 - Exploring Sexual Sovereignty and Polyamory31:57 - Embarking on a Healing Journey32:36 - Understanding Masculine and Feminine Dynamics33:44 - Balancing Sovereignty and Freedom in Relationships42:26 - Union in Polyamory46:17 - Owning Infidelities and Relationship Growth52:01 - Releasing Judgments for Personal Freedom52:28 - Parenting and Conversations About Sexuality56:02 - A Story of Protection and Awareness in Parenting