Mayim Bialik's Breakdown

He was dead for 90 minutes. What he saw will shatter everything you think you know!

Doctors say this should have been impossible.

Vincent “Vinney” Tolman wasn’t just clinically dead - he was gone for somewhere between 45 minutes and an hour and a half, with no brain activity and no chance of returning without severe damage. Yet somehow, he came back - fully conscious, forever changed, and carrying a story that has left even medical professionals stunned.

What happened during that time? According to Vinney, everything we think we know about life, death, and reality is only the beginning.

After an accidental overdose in a restaurant bathroom, Vinney crossed over - and what he experienced on “the other side” goes far beyond a typical near death experience. He describes leaving his body and entering a state where he could hear the thoughts and feel the emotions of others, moving through a realm where time doesn’t exist the way we understand it, and encountering a level of unconditional love so overwhelming it defies human language.

In this episode of Mayim Bialik's Breakdown, he shares the moment he met his spirit guide, learned how to raise his energetic frequency to travel, and underwent a profound life review, reliving not just his own actions, but feeling every ounce of pain and joy he had ever caused others.

After being resuscitated and placed in a coma for 3 days, Vinney returned with 10 specific messages he says were given to him from “the other side”, including insights into:

- Why we’re really here on Earth

- Hidden purpose behind suffering, conflict, & evil

- Why free will is essential to existence

- Truth about authenticity, love, & judgment

- How tech & other negative influences shape our spiritual path

- Why our value has nothing to do with what others think

He also reveals why he believes Earth has existed far longer than we’ve been told, how it moves through energetic cycles, and why children seem more spiritually connected.

But coming back wasn’t peaceful.

Vinney opens up about the dark psychological aftermath of returning to his body: waking up in a hospital, desperately wanting to go back "home", seeing what he believed were departed souls, and nearly losing himself trying to process it all. From being prescribed antipsychotics to a supernatural turning point that pushed him toward spiritual understanding instead, his journey didn’t end when he came back - it only got more intense.

Now, he shares how he connects with his spirit guide, the premonitions and guidance he receives, what he believes “Earth angels” really are, and how anyone can begin connecting with their own spiritual guidance.

He even links his NDE to childhood trauma, explaining how dissociation may relate to the ability to leave the body and what that means for human consciousness.

Vinney believes we are currently in a global “shedding phase”, and his mission is clear: to awaken as many people as possible.

This isn’t just a story about death. It’s a story about why you’re here…and what you’re meant to remember.

Vincent Tolman’s book, The Light After Death: My Journey to Heaven and Back: https://thelightafterdeath.com/

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He was dead for 90 minutes. What he saw will shatter everything you think you know!

Doctors say this should have been impossible.

Vincent “Vinney” Tolman wasn’t just clinically dead - he was gone for somewhere between 45 minutes and an hour and a half, with no brain activity and no chance of returning without severe damage. Yet somehow, he came back - fully conscious, forever changed, and carrying a story that has left even medical professionals stunned.

What happened during that time? According to Vinney, everything we think we know about life, death, and reality is only the beginning.

After an accidental overdose in a restaurant bathroom, Vinney crossed over - and what he experienced on “the other side” goes far beyond a typical near death experience. He describes leaving his body and entering a state where he could hear the thoughts and feel the emotions of others, moving through a realm where time doesn’t exist the way we understand it, and encountering a level of unconditional love so overwhelming it defies human language.

In this episode of Mayim Bialik's Breakdown, he shares the moment he met his spirit guide, learned how to raise his energetic frequency to travel, and underwent a profound life review, reliving not just his own actions, but feeling every ounce of pain and joy he had ever caused others.

After being resuscitated and placed in a coma for 3 days, Vinney returned with 10 specific messages he says were given to him from “the other side”, including insights into:

- Why we’re really here on Earth

- Hidden purpose behind suffering, conflict, & evil

- Why free will is essential to existence

- Truth about authenticity, love, & judgment

- How tech & other negative influences shape our spiritual path

- Why our value has nothing to do with what others think

He also reveals why he believes Earth has existed far longer than we’ve been told, how it moves through energetic cycles, and why children seem more spiritually connected.

But coming back wasn’t peaceful.

Vinney opens up about the dark psychological aftermath of returning to his body: waking up in a hospital, desperately wanting to go back "home", seeing what he believed were departed souls, and nearly losing himself trying to process it all. From being prescribed antipsychotics to a supernatural turning point that pushed him toward spiritual understanding instead, his journey didn’t end when he came back - it only got more intense.

Now, he shares how he connects with his spirit guide, the premonitions and guidance he receives, what he believes “Earth angels” really are, and how anyone can begin connecting with their own spiritual guidance.

He even links his NDE to childhood trauma, explaining how dissociation may relate to the ability to leave the body and what that means for human consciousness.

Vinney believes we are currently in a global “shedding phase”, and his mission is clear: to awaken as many people as possible.

This isn’t just a story about death. It’s a story about why you’re here…and what you’re meant to remember.

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In honor of Mental Health Month, we’re revisiting an episode that resonated with so many of you from last year with Joseph Nguyen, the New York Times bestselling author of Don’t Believe Everything You Think: Why Your Thinking is the Beginning and End of Suffering.

He gives tips on how to stop overthinking, achieve better mental clarity and elaborates on his teachings on how to surrender and start letting go. He will show you how to have more effective meditation practices, why your current meditation practice might not be working, and how he adapted his practice from the meditation teachings of other experts. Plus! He reveals how he hit his rock bottom, the life transformation he made to stop suffering, and how he paid off his family’s debt.

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You won’t believe the transformation behind this story.

From a runaway teen escaping a traumatic home, to addiction to crack cocaine, being shot and living with PTSD, committing a murder that led to a potential 40-year prison sentence, and enduring 4.5 years in solitary confinement...this is the unbelievable life journey of Shaka Senghor.

In this episode of Mayim Bialik's Breakdown in honor of Mental Health Awareness Month, the resilience expert and bestselling author of How to Be Free: A Proven Guide to Escaping Life’s Hidden Prisons shares the raw, unfiltered truth about the darkest moments of his life, and the mindset that helped him rebuild everything. What began in violence, addiction, and trauma ultimately led Shaka to become a global thought leader who now inspires executives, entrepreneurs, elite athletes, and audiences around the world.

And the turning point?

It happened inside a prison cell.

Shaka Senghor breaks down:

- Growing up in chaos & running away from home as a teenager

- How drug culture & crack cocaine addiction nearly destroyed his life

- The traumatic experience of being shot, and later discovering who pulled the trigger

- PTSD & emotional trauma that followed

- The night that changed everything: the murder that sent him to prison for up to 40 years

- Support he wishes he had before prison

- The desperate moment he tried to escape prison

- The heartbreaking 4.5 years he spent in solitary confinement and other tragedies & injustices he witnessed behind bars

- How literacy and journaling kept him sane

- Wrestling with anger toward God & finding connection to a higher power through nature

- How mentorship from older incarcerated men changed the trajectory of his life

He also reveals the powerful mindset shift that transformed his life, including how he used the Law of Attraction to eventually get out of solitary confinement.

One of the most powerful parts of this conversation is Shaka’s process of healing:

- Learning to track the sources of physical & emotional trauma

- Identifying emotional triggers

- Releasing shame for things he wasn’t responsible for

- Understanding how anger often grows from suppressed shame

- Concept of “weaponizing the past” and how he learned to reconcile anger for what he did, and what was done to him

We're also diving deep into forgiveness in ways you’ve likely never heard before. Shaka shares what it meant when the godmother of the man he killed forgave him, the life-changing moment when the person who shot him apologized, how that apology helped him forgive his mother for years of abuse, and why forgiveness isn’t weakness, but liberation.

After finally being approved for parole, Shaka created a plan to rebuild his life from the ground up. That plan eventually led him to become a successful author and speaker, advocate for prison reform, and even develop a close friendship with Oprah Winfrey. Shaka also talks about the surreal experience of reentering society, including the technological shock of cell phones and computers, his lasting PTSD symptoms from prison, the impact incarceration has on families and loved ones (not just the inmate), and his advice for supporting someone returning home from prison.

Even if you’ve never experienced incarceration, Shaka's story is more universal than you might think. He explains:

- Why uncertainty is one of the hardest emotions humans face

- How many of us live inside “hidden prisons” of fear, shame, & trauma

- Why vulnerability, forgiveness, & resilience are the keys to breaking free

- Why every human being deserves hope, love, joy, & success...no matter their past

Shaka's mission is simple: Help people reclaim agency over what ails them and realize that freedom starts within.

Shaka Senghor’s latest book, HOW TO BE FREE: A Proven Guide to Escaping Life’s Hidden Prisons: ⁠https://www.shakasenghor.com/how-to-be-free⁠

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You won’t believe the transformation behind this story.

From a runaway teen escaping a traumatic home, to addiction to crack cocaine, being shot and living with PTSD, committing a murder that led to a potential 40-year prison sentence, and enduring 4.5 years in solitary confinement...this is the unbelievable life journey of Shaka Senghor.

In this episode of Mayim Bialik's Breakdown in honor of Mental Health Awareness Month, the resilience expert and bestselling author of How to Be Free: A Proven Guide to Escaping Life’s Hidden Prisons shares the raw, unfiltered truth about the darkest moments of his life, and the mindset that helped him rebuild everything. What began in violence, addiction, and trauma ultimately led Shaka to become a global thought leader who now inspires executives, entrepreneurs, elite athletes, and audiences around the world.

And the turning point?

It happened inside a prison cell.

Shaka Senghor breaks down:

- Growing up in chaos & running away from home as a teenager

- How drug culture & crack cocaine addiction nearly destroyed his life

- The traumatic experience of being shot, and later discovering who pulled the trigger

- PTSD & emotional trauma that followed

- The night that changed everything: the murder that sent him to prison for up to 40 years

- Support he wishes he had before prison

- The desperate moment he tried to escape prison

- The heartbreaking 4.5 years he spent in solitary confinement and other tragedies & injustices he witnessed behind bars

- How literacy and journaling kept him sane

- Wrestling with anger toward God & finding connection to a higher power through nature

- How mentorship from older incarcerated men changed the trajectory of his life

He also reveals the powerful mindset shift that transformed his life, including how he used the Law of Attraction to eventually get out of solitary confinement.

One of the most powerful parts of this conversation is Shaka’s process of healing:

- Learning to track the sources of physical & emotional trauma

- Identifying emotional triggers

- Releasing shame for things he wasn’t responsible for

- Understanding how anger often grows from suppressed shame

- Concept of “weaponizing the past” and how he learned to reconcile anger for what he did, and what was done to him

We're also diving deep into forgiveness in ways you’ve likely never heard before. Shaka shares what it meant when the godmother of the man he killed forgave him, the life-changing moment when the person who shot him apologized, how that apology helped him forgive his mother for years of abuse, and why forgiveness isn’t weakness, but liberation.

After finally being approved for parole, Shaka created a plan to rebuild his life from the ground up. That plan eventually led him to become a successful author and speaker, advocate for prison reform, and even develop a close friendship with Oprah Winfrey. Shaka also talks about the surreal experience of reentering society, including the technological shock of cell phones and computers, his lasting PTSD symptoms from prison, the impact incarceration has on families and loved ones (not just the inmate), and his advice for supporting someone returning home from prison.

Even if you’ve never experienced incarceration, Shaka's story is more universal than you might think. He explains:

- Why uncertainty is one of the hardest emotions humans face

- How many of us live inside “hidden prisons” of fear, shame, & trauma

- Why vulnerability, forgiveness, & resilience are the keys to breaking free

- Why every human being deserves hope, love, joy, & success...no matter their past

Shaka's mission is simple: Help people reclaim agency over what ails them and realize that freedom starts within.

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