Episode 30: Two Holes, One Truth: Surviving Perforation w/ @Barcelona_FFun
After surviving colon perforations just months apart, HungerFF and special guest @Barcelona_FFun (aka Saul) reunite for a raw, emotional, and deeply human episode of Brolapse. From their very first collab in a white Airbnb to crying during their first post-surgery fists, this is a no-filter conversation about identity, injury, recovery, stigma, and the intimate power of community.Both performers reflect on losing parts of themselves — and finding new strength in what remains. Saul shares how being shunned by his local scene after surgery exposed the darker side of the kink world, and HungerFF opens up about how his injury redefined who he is beyond his hole.If you’ve ever felt like you had to rebuild yourself from nothing — this one’s for you.🎧 Listen on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa🎧 Listen on Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)🍏 Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX📻 Amazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse🕗 New video episodes drop every Friday at 8 PM! (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)
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Episode 29: The Day My Hole Almost Killed Me
In this deeply personal and emotional episode of Brolapse, I open up about the traumatic medical emergency that changed my life: a colon perforation that happened just days before recording. I walk you through the harrowing series of events — from a seemingly normal shower before a shoot with Ashlll Bay, to the moment I felt something pop inside me, to the emergency surgery that followed.I talk honestly about the physical and emotional aftermath — the unbearable pain, the Baker Act hold, waking up to a colostomy bag, and the crushing fear that I may never fist again. I share what it’s been like adjusting to life without the part of me that’s defined so much of my identity, how I’m learning to be “Ryan” without my hole, and how I’m trying to stay creative, positive, and connected to my fans in this forced downtime.You’ll also hear about the memoir I just completed, why this podcast is more important than ever, how I’m navigating grief and identity, and the outpouring of support I’ve received — from GoFundMe donors to exes, friends, and even The Howard Stern Show and H3 Podcast, who both invited me back on to share my story.💔 A must-listen if you’ve ever faced a life-changing moment and wondered: How the hell do I move forward from here?Ways to Support & Stay Connected💸 Donate: https://HungerFF.com/GoFundMe📺 Full video: https://HungerFF.com🎧 Listen on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa🎧 Spotify (Early video access!): https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse🍏 Apple: https://apple.co/408WLLX📻 Amazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse🕗 New video episodes every Friday at 8 PM🎙️ Audio drops Fridays across all podcast platforms🔥 Early video access for Spotify subscribers📦 Best-of compilations now live on JustFor.fans/HungerFF
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Episode 28: The Instigator: Inside the Hole with RyanPupXXX
🎙️ This week on Brolapse, I’m joined by the sweet, slutty, and savage RyanPupXXX—fresh off a trip to Fort Lauderdale where he painted my apartment and got his hole painted in return. We dive into it all: his first time getting fisted during a massage, double fists and pool balls, writing phone numbers on the bottoms of shoes, and why his hole deserves an award for versatility.We also talk about what it means to be a verse fister, curating the perfect orgy, and his upcoming panel at the JustFor.Fans Conference. This episode is messy, fun, and full of genuine love for the craft of fisting.🔥 Full video available exclusively on HungerFF dot com!🎧 Listen on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa🎧 Listen on Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)🍏 Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX📻 Amazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse🕗 New video episodes drop every Friday at 8 PM🎙️ Audio available across all platforms at 8 PM
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Episode 27: The HungerFF Prolapse Dildo: Behind the Scenes with Mr. Hankey’s Toys
In this special episode of Brolapse, I'm sitting down with Mike, aka Mr. Hankey, the mastermind behind Mr. Hankey’s Toys, to discuss one of the boldest collaborations in adult toy history—the HungerFF Prolapse Dildo.We dive deep (literally and figuratively) into the design process, the challenges of recreating anatomical realism, and the wildest fan reactions to this one-of-a-kind toy. Mike shares how his company revolutionized the oversized toy market, why platinum-cured silicone is the only way to go, and the unexpected controversies and knockoffs that surfaced after launching this groundbreaking design.Topics include:🔹 How the HungerFF dildo came to life—pitching, sculpting, and perfecting every detail🔹 Why this was the first prolapse dildo ever made and the market’s reaction🔹 The science of hyper-realism: life casting vs. sculpting from images🔹 What makes a toy body-safe and the dark side of cheap knockoffs🔹 How one fan managed to use it backwards and fooled everyone🔹 Could we go even bigger? The future of the HungerFF dildo line!💡 If you've ever wondered what goes into crafting the most extreme, innovative sex toys on the market, this episode is a must-listen. Go big or go home, right?📌 New episodes drop every Friday at 8 PM!🎥 Early video access for Spotify subscribers🔥 Full video available exclusively on HungerFF dot com🎧 Listen on your favorite platforms:YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIaSpotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLXAmazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse🚀 Like, subscribe, and leave a review to keep Brolapse thriving!
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Episode 26: The Lift, The Legend, The Queen: Wrecked It Ralph aka Alotta McGriddles
This week on Brolapse, I’m joined by my good friend and legendary fister Wrecked It Ralph, also known as his drag alter ego Alotta McGriddles. We dive deep (literally) into his viral moment—The Lift—where he accidentally became an icon by hoisting a bottom off the ground with just his fist. He shares the unexpected fallout from going viral, the double-edged sword of notoriety, and the wild requests he gets to recreate his infamous move.But that’s just the beginning. We talk about the realities of fisting culture, the misconceptions people have about body types in the kink world, and the frustrating trope of people wanting to be “trained” overnight. We also discuss the intersection of his drag career and fisting identity—how Alotta McGriddles has become a staple in NYC’s fetish scene, hosting events that blend humor, shock value, and deep community ties.Expect candid talk about industry gatekeeping, unrealistic beauty standards in porn, and how social media influencers have impacted the evolution (and regression) of adult content. We also reflect on what it means to be an authentic creator in a space oversaturated with polish and pay-per-view gimmicks.If you’ve ever wondered what it’s like to live at the intersection of drag and hardcore kink—or just want to hear two fisting legends swap insane stories—this is an episode you don’t want to miss.🎧 Early video access for Spotify subscribers!🔥 Full-length video exclusively on HungerFF dot comFollow Wrecked It Ralph / Alotta McGriddles:🔗 X (Twitter): @WreckedIt_Ralph🔗 JustFor.Fans: justfor.fans/WreckedIt_RalphSubscribe & Listen:🎧 YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa🎧 Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)🍏 Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX📻 Amazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse🕗 New episodes every Friday at 8 PM!
Step into the world of Brolapse, the unfiltered podcast hosted by the one and only HungerFF, a trailblazing fisting icon who's been redefining adult entertainment since 2007. Every Friday at 8 PM, HungerFF takes you behind the scenes of his personal life, sharing his thoughts on everything from fisting technique, etiquette, and consent, to candid conversations with influential creators and figures in the adult industry.
Catch the audio on all platforms, or get the full, uncensored experience with video episodes exclusively on HungerFF’s official website.
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