HungerFF Presents: Brolapse

This is the FREE Radio Edit of Episode 111, available everywhere you get podcasts. The full uncensored audio and video are exclusive to Spotify subscribers and members of HungerFF.com and JustFor.Fans.No guest this week. Tech gremlins ate the Daddy Dawg Driller episode (it moves to 112), so HungerFF sits down solo and answers the questions you sent in. Ten of them. Nothing off the table.In this edit: how a trip to Nice, France ended with a prolapse named Stanley and a fake 80s toy commercial. His honest take on the younger generation chasing extreme content and the incontinence obsession on Telegram. What the first trip to the bathroom felt like after almost two years with a colostomy bag. Why chastity went from something he feared to something he swears by, infection and all. Real advice for a shy newbie who wants to hit Folsom or Dore Alley. And the one question he asks every new top before they walk through the door.The full version keeps going: what his body tells him at almost 40 that it didn't at 25, the conversation with himself about getting back to extreme play three weeks after reconnection surgery, and the most underrated part of a session that nobody talks about.Spotify subscribers ($2.99/mo) get full video episodes, the complete uncensored audio, and weekly chapters of the Deeper audiobook every Wednesday.Subscribe: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/profile/brolapse/subscribeDeeper: https://www.hungerff.com/deeperHungerFF Sound Initiative: https://www.hungerff.com/spotifyQuestions this week from @ANOTHERFFIST, @funbttmff, @Art3FFist, Gay Fisting, and a few anonymous accounts.Follow, rate, review, and subscribe. It keeps the show alive.

Punch Panda and I met at a party in Austin, had dinner at Stretch FF's house, and then he fisted the life out of me for my birthday in a one-bedroom apartment in Chicago. He was overdue for the show.

His origin story is one of the best I've heard. At 25, in a New York hotel room, his partner hired Cutler X for what was supposed to be a fuck. Then came the straps, a white powder nobody had a name for yet, and a first fist he describes as the most exquisite pleasure and pain at the same time. What his partner did right after is the reason he didn't try again for five years. We also get into the question every non-fister asks (what do you get out of it), why some of the best tops he's met are bottoms, the relaxed joy of a hole with room to work, and the moment he starts collecting data on you the second you walk into a party. Freddy Krueger is not on the menu.

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This is the FREE Radio Edit of Episode 109, available everywhere. The full raw and uncensored episode lives exclusively on Spotify for subscribers and for official website and JustFor.Fans members.
Two weeks after my colostomy reversal, I’m officially back in one piece. In this solo episode I walk through all of it: the accident that started it, the second-guessing the night before, gas pain bad enough to leave a sweat imprint on the hospital bed, feeling my colon come back online like a power grid, and the first trip to the bathroom in two years. I also cover what my surgeon found inside, what I can’t do yet, and why Ryan finally overruled HungerFF on this one.
Big thanks to Dr. Elie Schochet at South Florida Colorectal Institute, who’s accepting new patients: [SFCI LINK]
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Teagan (Dynostic Rex) is 686 days sober and still putting out some of the most extreme content in the space. We talk about his first time on camera post-breakup, the Chute 100 moment that hit 10K followers, his prolapse journey, getting fisted for the first time in Vancouver, collabs with RomeoDavisXL and Canadian Lifter, and what it looks like to build extreme content while staying grounded. Free abbreviated version — full uncensored audio and video exclusively for Spotify Subscribers ($2.99/month) and HungerFF.com members. Follow Teagan: X / Bluesky @dynostic93. New episodes drop Fridays at 8 PM EST.

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Four days before my colostomy reversal, my colorectal surgeon Dr. Elie Schochet comes over for his second time on Brolapse. After four delays, this is attempt number five, and I asked him everything.

We get into:
- How one day in pediatrics sent him to surgery, and why his practice is about 80% LGBT
- Why lying to your doctor about what you do in bed can get you a surgery that ends your ability to bottom
- How to find a doctor who won't flinch, from word of mouth to the GLMA directory
- The South Florida ostomy peer network, and playing with a bag
- What a reversal actually is, and why the stars have to line up before he'll operate
- Blood clots, compression sleeves, and why I'll be frog-legged in stirrups for hours
- Staples vs. hand sewn, and why we chose staples for me
- The "double barrel" connection, and why going in blind means you won't feel the wrong fork until you're through it
- How my prolapse is the same size and structure it was before the accident
- Why some people keep the bag for good, and why I'm not
- Leak rates, and why day four or five matters most
- The six week minimum before any play, and how to start back
- Why most perforations he sees come from firm toys, not fists
- Losing Wrex Wylde, and finding support when recovery gets hard

Find Dr. Elie Schochet at South Florida Colorectal Institute in Fort Lauderdale: sflcolorectal.com | IG: @sflcolorectal | FB: @SFLCRI

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