Mind Bully

In one single Sunday, Norense encountered four different people — at church, after service, and late that night — all wrestling with the same thing: negative thoughts, anxiety, suicidal ideation, betrayal, and the feeling that the enemy had the upper hand.
And then he hit record.
This is an emergency episode. Raw, unscripted, and delivered straight from a living room in Brooklyn — because the mind bully is real, it's active, and it doesn't take Sundays off.
Norense opens with a full prayer, walks through his own week — a broken camera, a gaslighting friendship, a heavy heart walking into church — and then unpacks the spiritual mechanics behind every intrusive thought, every wave of apathy, and every whisper that says it's over. He doesn't just offer comfort. He gives you the tools to fight back.
In this episode:
Why the enemy doesn't come with new tricks — just the same ones: self-doubt, shame, fear, and apathy
The honest duality of faith — how you can feel audacious and anxious, joyful and broken, at the exact same time
What gaslighting looks like in a friendship — and how to forgive without lowering your standard for who gets access to you
Why suicidal ideation is a lie from the pit of hell — and what God's Word actually says about who you are
The spiritual mechanics of resisting the devil — why he doesn't have to flee if you're not actively submitting to the Word
Why the Bible reads you — and how to let scripture speak before you run to commentary or ChatGPT
A live account of being used by God to speak into a stranger's life — even while carrying a heavy heart of your own
Key Truth: "Healing happens when we walk into the room — because Mr. Healing himself lives on the inside of us."
Key Verse: James 4:7 — Submit to God, resist the devil, and he will flee from you.
⚠️ A note: If you or someone you know is struggling with suicidal thoughts, please reach out to the 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline by calling or texting 988.
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Digital diary entries to explore my racing thoughts, to challenge my own assumptions, to examine and name my emotions, to express my feelings, while applying God's truth over my everyday situations..

Three-story house. Professional basketball career. Six-figure income. Everything he chased from the time he was a kid getting picked on in Fort Worth, Texas.
And Norense still felt empty.
This episode is a full-circle testimony — recorded live from his first apartment in Brooklyn, New York, on the first Monday he's ever missed posting since launching the Mind Bully Podcast in 2021. Not because he quit. Because God finally answered.
From being bullied for his gap tooth and skin color, to being sexually assaulted between ages 6 and 8, to chasing validation through basketball, achievement, and women, to standing in a new city with less money than he's ever had — and more peace than he's ever felt — Norense delivers one of the most honest episodes of the entire show.
The message? Gratitude. Not the Instagram kind. The kind that only comes when you've been through enough to finally see God's hand clearly.
In this episode:
Why achieving everything you dreamed of can still leave you hollow — and what that emptiness is actually telling you
How placing your identity in performance, roles, and achievement is a form of idolatry — and how to break free
The connection between childhood wounds, sexual assault, and the desperate search for worth through external validation
Why suicidal ideation is a lie from the pit of hell — and what God's Word says about who you are when the voice gets loud
What it means to be led by the Spirit versus living by your vices — and why the two lives can look dangerously similar from the outside
Why exposure leads to expansion — but only if you're consecrated and know who you are first
A live word on gratitude: how to pause in a new season and recognize God's hand before chasing the next thing
Key Truth: "The desires God placed on your heart are a heavenly reality of your capacity."
Key Verse: Psalm 139:14 — I am fearfully and wonderfully made.
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Digital diary entries to explore my racing thoughts, to challenge my own assumptions, to examine and name my emotions, to express my feelings, while applying God's truth over my everyday situations..

Recorded live from a co-working space in New Jersey — couch surfing, sublet starting June 1st, figuring it out day by day — Norense opens this episode with a question that most people are too afraid to ask out loud:
What do you do when God doesn't come through the way you thought He would?
It started with an Instagram Live. A viewer kept asking the same question over and over: "How do I have more faith that God will get me and my girl back together?" And instead of answering on the surface, Norense went deeper — to the root of why we ask the questions we ask, and what we're really crying out for when we try to box God into the shape of our broken heart.
This episode is for anyone in a season of loss — a relationship, a role, an identity — who is still trying to control how God shows up instead of trusting who He already is.
In this episode:
Why the question you keep asking God reveals what you've placed your identity in — and how to find it again
What it means to box God into the shape of your broken heart — and why it leaves Him no room to be who He is
How loss — of a relationship, a role, a season — is often God's protection disguised as pain
Why God has already answered your prayer — and the real question is whether you're answering His call
The power of serving in your season of need — and how giving unlocks what asking never could
Why you don't know God like this until life forces you into a situation you've never seen before
A personal word on surrender: losing a sister to leukemia, losing cousins, navigating a new city alone — and still trusting the process
Featured: Chandler Moore's "What I Needed" — and why the lyric "it's foolish of me to box you in the shape of my broken heart" captures everything this episode is about.
Key Truth: "Deploy yourself. Don't just look for employment — deploy yourself. Because everything is working together for your good."
Key Verse: John 1:1 — In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.
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