Pillow Talks

We’ve been experimenting more in our own bedroom lately, and in today’s episode, we’re pulling back the covers on what we’ve discovered.

The things that surprised us. The moments that felt a little vulnerable. And the small shifts that brought a big boost of curiosity and connection.

Exploration doesn’t have to mean doing anything extreme or intimidating. If you love the idea of trying something new but feel stuck on how to actually bring this into your real-life sex life, don’t worry. We’re breaking down exactly how to make exploration feel intentional, low-pressure, and actually fun.

💛 In this episode, you’ll hear:


What “exploration” really means (and what it doesn’t).


Why new doesn’t have to mean wild — it can mean slower, softer, or more intentional.


How to talk about trying new things outside the bedroom first.


Why removing pressure makes experimentation way more enjoyable.


How to create playful structure with curiosity nights and King/Queen roles.


How laughing things off builds safety and trust.


Why exploration is an ongoing mindset, not a one-time fix.


Our recent bedroom discoveries — including pillows, fingers, and subtle shifts in sensation.

If you’re in a season where sex feels predictable, disconnected, or a little stale, this episode is a reminder that you don’t need a total overhaul.

Sometimes curiosity is enough to open the door again.

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Inside, you’ll find:


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Audio versions you can listen to together.


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It’s the kind of gift that says, “I want you… and I want us to have more fun together.”

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Lately, we’ve been hearing from so many of you in our DMs. People are telling us they feel guilty wanting pleasure. Ashamed for craving closeness.

Disconnected from their bodies and their partners because the world feels overwhelming, violent, and unstable.

Others have told us they know their relationship matters, but caring about their sex life feels hard when so much is happening globally.

Many of you feel less present, less motivated, and more anxious, and it’s showing up directly in your connection.

In today’s episode, we’re talking about what to do when the weight of the world makes intimacy feel impossible.

This conversation is not about ignoring reality.

It’s about learning how to stay grounded, emotionally available, and connected so you can actually show up for your life, your values, and your relationship.

💛 In this episode, you’ll hear:


How constant exposure to distressing news and social media keeps your nervous system stuck in survival mode.


Why stress and anxiety don’t just affect your mood, but directly impact desire, arousal, and presence.


The moral pressure many people feel to put their relationship on pause during hard times.


Holding awareness of the world while still caring for your relationship.


How physical connection helps regulate your nervous system and bring you back into your body.


Simple ways to shift from overwhelm to meaningful, local connection and action.


Practical rituals for staying connected when everything feels heavy.


Why staying close to your partner can actually make you more effective and resilient.

If you’ve been wondering how to care about your relationship when things feel dark or hopeless, this episode is for you.

🔗 Links & Resources

✨ Your relationship called. It wants a little more… fun.

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Testosterone is one of those topics that feels loaded.

It’s tangled up in masculinity, aging, sex drive, energy, mood… and a whole lot of misinformation. Because of that, many men quietly wonder if something is off — but feel embarrassed, unsure, or afraid to even ask the question.

So today, we’re having a very real conversation.

In this episode, Xander is sharing his personal testosterone journey — what made him start asking questions, the concerns he had before doing anything, what the actual process looked like, and how it’s impacted everything from his energy and mood to sex and our relationship.

💛 In this episode, you’ll hear:


The early symptoms that made Xander realize something wasn’t right.


Why sobriety played a surprising role in recognizing his baseline energy.


What functional medicine actually is (and how it differs from traditional care).


Why many men never get tested for testosterone through primary care.


The problem with “normal” testosterone ranges in the U.S.


What lifestyle changes he tried first — and why they weren’t enough.


The different treatment options (creams, Clomid, injections) and how each felt.


What it’s really like to inject testosterone.


How his testosterone levels changed over time.


What it actually costs — and whether insurance covers it.


Honest answers to the most common fears and side effects.

We get into the stuff men are usually too embarrassed to ask out loud.

This isn’t medical advice. It is one person’s honest experience navigating low testosterone, functional medicine, and treatment options — the good, the uncomfortable, and the unexpected.

🔗 Links & Resources

✨ Your relationship called. It wants a little more… fun.

The Spark is our monthly cheat code for connection + intimacy. Connection questions, date nights, and a new position to try — delivered fresh every month for just $9!

👉🏻 Get your Spark back here: http://vmtherapy.com/spark

Stay connected

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If the thought of scheduling sex makes you cringe a little… we get that a lot.

You might be thinking..

“Ugh. That’s so unromantic.” or… “NOT hot.” or… “If we have to schedule it, something must be wrong with our relationship.”

We’re here to today to give you our hot take on our favorite controversial relationship topic. And yes… we’re going to try to change your mind.

In this episode, we’re breaking down the biggest myths about scheduling sex, what scheduled intimacy really means (and doesn’t mean), and the practical ways to make it feel exciting instead of like something else on your to-do list.

💛 In this episode, you’ll hear:


Why “spontaneous sex” is one of the biggest myths we buy into.


How scheduling sex can actually reduce stress, pressure, and anxiety.


What scheduling can do for couples with mismatched desire (especially responsive desire).


Why having sex earlier in the evening can completely change your sex life.


How to build anticipation without feeling awkward or forced.


The “bare minimum” approach that makes sex dates feel doable (even on low-energy days).


Why taking turns leading sex dates helps both partners feel cared for.


The simple mindset shift that turns scheduling sex into something you look forward to.

Spoiler: scheduling sex doesn’t replace spontaneity. For many couples, it actually creates more of it.

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✨ The Spark… because a little spark goes a long way

We just launched a $9/month digital drop for couples who want to stay connected, curious, and very into each other — without overthinking it.

Sweet dates. Spicy dates. Conversation starters. One new position each month. It’s kind of a no-brainer.

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Stay connected

📸 Follow us on Instagram → instagram.com/vanessaandxander

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Most marriage regrets don’t show up as explosive fights. They show up quietly.

Feeling more like roommates than partners.

Wondering when sex started feeling complicated… or nonexistent.

Noticing resentment creeping in and asking yourself… “Is this just how marriage is supposed to feel?”

In today’s episode, we’re getting into the marriage regrets and mistakes people hold close to their chests… but rarely say out loud.

We’re sharing real stories pulled from Instagram, Reddit, and our own marriage, along with practical ways to prevent these regrets from becoming permanent patterns.

Whether you’re married, partnered, or thinking about your future relationship, this conversation is for you.

💛 In this episode, you’ll hear:


Why not setting boundaries with extended family can quietly damage a marriage.


How rejection (real or imagined) can shut people down sexually — and what to do instead.


What happens when you lose your individual identity inside a relationship.


Why work, logistics, and kids so often crowd out connection.


How couples get stuck sexually when growth feels threatening instead of exciting.


Why ignoring sexual incompatibility doesn’t make it go away.


The underrated importance of fun — and what happens when it disappears.

Ready For A Relationship Reset?

And if this episode hits close to home, you’re not alone.

We’ve had moments of doubt in our own relationship — and one of the most helpful things we’ve learned is the power of intentionally hitting refresh together, especially at the start of a new year.

It’s not too late to join New Year, New Us: 21-Day Relationship Refresh.

You only need 5 minutes a day (with the option to go deeper if you want).

Here’s how it works:


Each week starts with a short audio lesson to set the theme.


You’ll get 21 daily reset questions — one per day — to reflect on individually, then share with your partner.


The focus is clarity, connection, and getting out of autopilot.

We break it down into 3 weeks, 3 focus areas:


Week 1: Reflect on the past year together.


Week 2: Connection refresh — design your dream relationship.


Week 3: Sex refresh — reignite desire and intimacy.

You can move at your own pace — and yes, you can still join.

👉 Sign up now at https://vmtherapy.com/newyear

Stay connected

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